Today has just been an emotional rollercoaster, well the last few days have been that way.

I am completely hormonal, so watch out, I am not a good person to be around right now, I might kill you by accident!

I usually don’t feel this unstable, but right now my panties are in a bunch.

I sobbed as I hung the girls clothes up tonight, complete despair had overtaken me.

I felt so out of control.

I kept thinking that if I only had this one perfect gift, it would make everything right again.

My rose colored glasses were pushed out of place, because today I saw that gift would only bring more chaos.

I want to be a shiny happy person, not a deranged psycho!

This will pass, my crazy hormones will cycle through, making way to a nicer, more stable me.

God is good.

He is faithful.

I have a choice.

I choose Him.

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