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I need some prayer for my attitude. I have been very confused lately on if our family is complete with 3 kids or if we should try for another. I love babies, always have, but babies grow up. Do I want more children? I don’t know. Brian says at this point in time he is done, but does not want to do anything permanent. We are young and he does not want to go down that road yet. I like to plan things and not knowing where we stand on this is driving me crazy. I want control. I know that we are not in control, that God is, but I still want to meddle. I have people telling me we will have more and people telling me that we should be done. I don’t want to listen to either side! I just want to be able to talk and pray about this with my husband. I want to know what the Lord thinks. I just haven’t been able to get there really. My stubborn attitude is in the way and it’s saying we are having another baby no matter what. That is not where I want to be on this. I want clarity, but I ultimately want to be at peace and have contentment with what I have. I need prayer to get me there, because I cannot do this on my own. I don’t want to have these little seeds of bitterness towards my husband on this issue turn into full out hatred and resentment. So that is what I need prayer on right now.

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