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FREAKING OUT

Brian usually checks for my Mirena. He had mentioned that awhile ago, he didn’t feel it, but that he hadn’t really been checking. So I asked him today, if last night he noticed it. He said that he hadn’t. So we decided to have some fun tonight and I asked him to check.

HE COULDN’T FIND IT!!!!!

So I checked…

I COULDN’T FIND IT!!!!!!

Where is it??????????????????????????????????????? I said I wasn’t going to freak out. He said, good, that I shouldn’t. It isn’t in our hands anyway and that if God wants us to have a baby, us preventing isn’t going to stop Him. But for some reason I am so not comforted by that.. I know deep down that if I were to get PG I would be thrilled.. but I thought I had this BC in the bag. I thought, what a wonderful option for me, since I’m really bad at the pill and this has the same hormone and everything.

I thought that until my strings disappeared!

And *totally blushing* Brian and I have been having sex like it is going out of style! I can’t get enough of him. Which normally would mean I’m ovulating, but since I haven’t had a period since I got PG with Katie, who know’s what my body is doing.. I’m not breastfeeding all that frequently these days, maybe 3 times a day, sometimes less..

Why do I feel so helpless.. Has this happened to anyone and the mirena still been there???? And seriously, how does it fall out without you noticing!!! I mean it is a piece of plastic the shape of a T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4 thoughts on “FREAKING OUT”

  1. My strings are very short because they were poking Lee so what I do is squat down and find my cervix and then feel the opening of my cervix until I feel the strings. I hope you find it!!

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  2. *singing* Someone’s gonna have a baby… LOL I’m just teasing you. šŸ˜‰ I’m so sorry that happened! Is it possibly just pushed out of place and you just can’t reach it? Sorry, I know I’m about as much help as a man. hehe I hope it works out!! (((hugs))))

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  3. I have never not felt my strings, but I haven’t checked in a while either. Have you had any bleeding since last time he felt it? Yes, it is a plastic T, BUT it is only the size or a quarter!!!!! If it came out you most likely would never notice! It is also white, so it could easily fall out and even if you looked you wouldn’t see it in the toilet.

    ***hugs***

    Whatever is meant to be will be!!!

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