I don’t handle drama well.. It makes my heart heavy with sadness/hurt/anxious feelings.. it makes me feel like crap when people are going through crap, even if it doesn’t effect me directly..
My kids are sick.. looks like Brianna is getting pink eye again..
I had a fight with brian about brianna where the door was slammed in my face, i yelled at him, and i hit him in his arm out of anger and frustration from all my feelings of the day/night swirling out of control..
had to deal with crying/sleepy kiddo’s who thankfully did not see me out of control..
and i just feel on edge and like crap..
like i feel i have been saying in regards to all things going on this day online life and in real life..