This may sound odd, especially coming from me, but I want the summer to come to an end. I am done. I’m looking forward July 26th when Debbie comes into town, and July 28th when Brianna and Debbie leave for PA for a week! I’m looking forward to August 8th, not only because of Brianna’s 5th birthday, but because Conner and Brandon are going on vacation for a week. When they return, I will only have Conner until August 24th!!! After that he is in kindergarten and I am a free woman!!! I seriously cannot wait until he and Brianna are no longer having to deal with each other on a daily basis. It is ridiculous how much trouble they get into and I am about to my breaking point.
That and Brandon has become so clingy, whiny and just a pure troublemaker, as much as a 11 month old can be! I live for naptime and it seriously is not worth it to have them both in my home anymore, my sanity is hanging on by a thread. Couple that with the fact that we are stuck at home, because of the one vehicle situation. I think I might empty my closet of all contents, duct tape pillows to the walls, make my own straight-jacket and lock myself in!!!!!!
Ok, so maybe that is an exaggeration, but my nerves and patience are seriously wearing thin, very thin. So thin that I just completely snapped because Brianna slammed a door for the 3rd time and Brandon is sleeping (after taking an hour just to get him down!)
I’m so thankful that I am going out tonight with Mimi and Nicki.. I think an appetizer and a nice strawberry daquiri are in order, but I can’t do that. Nicki is a recovering alcoholic and I can’t do that to her. I shouldn’t be drinking anyway.
Here’s hoping that Brian gets to leave work early today!
Of course, I’m so lucky, Brandon just woke up……………….