Completely disregard my last post!
I should have known when I wasn’t able to focus on anything but these grandios ideas that I was a wee bit hypomanic.. Seriously.. This week has been crazy and my emotions/hormones/and everything else has completely thrown me off whack.
First off I had Brandon and Everett on Monday. Worked on Grant’s blanket and read 2 episodes of Smallville v4.1. Brandon, Everett and Turner on Tuesday. Hung out with Christie while the kids played for an extra hour. I did cookie dough and baked 4 pans of cookies.Brian had a cell group to go to so was not home. Brandon, Everett and Clea on Wednesday. I didn’t get dinner started on time and Brian didn’t get to eat, tempers were flaring and yada yada yada. I went to bed all pissed off. Made dough and baked 2 pans of cookies. Today I had Brandon and Clea, as well as watched Katie and Paige for 2 hours. I did cookie dough and baked 3 pans of cookies. I worked on Grant’s blanket, read 20 pages of Smallville v4.1 Had cramps where I felt like I couldn’t even walk they hurt so badly. Took meds, made dinner after flippant comment from Brian. We got into a huge arguement, actually more like I screamed and yelled at him. And then he took Katie to cell group while Brianna and I stayed home.
As for my previous post, all day I was thinking about how I wanted to open a scrapbook/yarn/art studio cafe… That got to the point where I couldn’t really concentrate on anything else but trying to figure this out, including talking about it in depth with my Mom and emailing Kelly and calling Stephanie about it. Wanting their opinions.. It got to the point in my head where the only way it would be what I wanted if it was a 3 story building or been like a hotel.. So basically something that could be very realistic to something that was just completely off the richter scale! My brain has finally settled down and I’m able to see that now, but while I was thinking up all these grand plans, it was all I could think about.. Everything from how it had to have a fireplace to how much parking we would need! The money to do it was never even considered either, just that everything I wanted could and would be done.
So yeah.. I’m glad it’s Thursday night, because that means tomorrow is Friday! I really need the weekend to unwind..