Sucks

Falling….

Super Mom?

I should have known it wouldn’t last..

My calendar all neat with everyday bursting with activity.. Motivated Mom’s calendar checked off everyday, keeping the house up was a breeze. Laundry done, beds done, dinners planned and made. All cleaning responsibilities done. With as many as 5 kiddos running around my house. Couldn’t get enough sex, begging and instigating and wanting more and more.

And now I feel like doing nothing. Laundry piled up, dishes piled up, chinese ordered, baking done just so I could stuff my face and fulfill my duty to provide snack for small group, movies all day long, internet all day long, snacks and junk all day long, projects started and not finished, no chores done, can’t even imagine fulfilling the many social obligations going on this weekend..

Music washing over me, making me feel, on the verge of tears..

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9 thoughts on “Falling….”

  1. Thanks hun, I really appreciate that! I was definitely feeling down, a bit better now, though feeling like I’m on the verge of tears, but not trying to let it get me down! Thanks for the support 🙂

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  2. Thanks Nik! I’ll try, I know I tend to go way overboard sometimes and then burn out 😦 Thank you for the *hugs* and support, I really appreciate it 🙂

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  3. You know, I keep everything up really well until Keven is out of town for work. Then the house goes to shit for at least a night (depending on how long he is gone). Then I bust ass to get it all spiffed up again before he arrives home and he has no clue. LOL Don’t worry about it, it happens to everyone!

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  4. You I work better under pressure LOL.. I seriously will do that sometimes on a daily basis, let the house go all day long and then right before Brian is supposed to get home from work I’m running around like a mad woman trying to get everything back in order.

    Thanks for telling me I’m not alone, sometimes I need to hear that! I can be so emo sometimes!

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  5. Thanks Natasha! For some reason the song *if you’re happy and you know it popped into my brain when I read your comment. I’m so weird.. I should listen to my icon…

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  6. Aw, you’ll be OK sweetie. That happens to me at least once a week – I also work better under pressure 😉 The great thing is – I can get the house in order in 15 minutes and make it look like I spent the evening – Robert never knows LOL. The things that overwhelm me the most are just little things that clutter and need put back in their places. When you are burnt out everything appears much more worse & dramatic than it is – just take some time to lounge around or do something you enjoy & feel refreshed again 🙂

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