Seriously, I was so incredibly sick..
I couldn’t keep anything down at all on Monday.. New Year’s Eve ended with me being incedibly greatful for Katie, who was my snugglebear and showed me so much love and kindness it melts my heart. I broke into hysterics after a phone call with my brother in which I asked him if I was still that bad in the morning if he could watch the girls while Brian took me to the ER and he said, well I don’t really want to watch the girls it isn’t fair to my girlfriend. I had to explain why it would be important.. I went to bed seething with hatred for my husband who kept the noise and kids away from me for the most part and got me what I needed but never really asked how I was. Never said Happy New Year and went to bed without even saying good night to me.. I was a mess.
Tuesday I did not throw up anything. All I had was some sips of water, two hot chocolates, two celery stalks and then some broccoli and chicken for dinner. I felt bad all day. Brian took the girls to the movies and I took a nap. I left the room twice and I confronted Brian with how awful he had made me feel which ended with him getting angry with me and ignoring me for most of the night. The night ended well with him praying for me, but he never really apologized..
So far so good this morning. Though I’m taking it extremely easy.
I have my 16 wk appt. tomorrow..