and I’m already sending Brianna away to my parents. She leaves for PA next week and will be gone for a week. Then she comes home for a couple of days and goes to sleep away camp for 2 nights..
I suck.. I suck because I’m glad she is leaving..
As much as I love her, and as helpful as she can be sometimes.. She can also be the most disrespectful little brat..
I need her to go away so I can get my shit together..
I’m tired. Alex doesn’t want to be put down..
I’m just done right now..
And I said I wasn’t going to use this stupid LJ to just vent.. and here I go..
My Dad is leaving work early to get Brianna..
I am attempting to go to Bible study without Alex.. I pumped today..
Brian said it would be good for me.. I believe him.. I know it will be..
I haven’t even showered yet..
I wish I could handle things better..